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Today
Oct 3, 2024 0:17:37 GMT -6
Post by Castle Court Jester on Oct 3, 2024 0:17:37 GMT -6
Today
I long for you to whisper your words of contentment
while I listen with a bloody ear.
In those brief moments when hearing your song
for a time existence feels right.
Time's come with your voice
when pain dissolves into absolution,
when I feel there is a place of mind.
Time's come through you where for a little while
I feel I am right and at home.
I have time to think for now
and I have purpose where before I felt there was none.
It is not time for embracing your welcoming arms however,
embracing your permanence.
For now I am to proceed without you
and this I intend to do,
therefore for now I embrace these moments with you
where I feel love and where I truly matter.
I live and will live with your song in my head,
on my mind it helps me to proceed while wearing a mask.
Tomorrow will come and with it you
but for now I am to live without you today.
--msl2024
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Post by Catlady2710 on Oct 3, 2024 11:07:59 GMT -6
Michael, are you talking about being with death here? I am lost with this one.
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Today
Oct 4, 2024 0:20:48 GMT -6
Post by Castle Court Jester on Oct 4, 2024 0:20:48 GMT -6
No it's about myself and struggles I have but how I am also overall happy and it is about love and how I probably never will find a woman who can accept me for myself with my disabilities, etc. but still my longing for that love and my looking back at past love and how it felt and embracing that today even though I do not have it anymore but still embracing what I had to help me get through. I still embrace what I had in the past as far as how it felt to have it at the time.
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Post by Catlady2710 on Oct 4, 2024 11:39:20 GMT -6
One can never give up hope.
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